NSW.ritualabuse

Feel free to publish this letter on your site. The only reason why I feel like I have anyone else on my side is because of people like yourself and the other survivor advocates out there, as we fight for the most betrayed citizens of this country.

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UPDATE

April 29th 2005

The following excerpts were copied from the Australia Melbourne Indymedia website. Responses from others are not included here as the information concerning this case is contained in M's writing. Please see our vic.links page for supporting and corroborating information from around the world. All of M's claims must be understood in light of the existing official CIA documentation on mind-control techniques (http://www.wanttoknow.info ) and the existing information provided by the Ordo Templis Orientis itself about what it advocates and practices, as laid out in Aleister Crowley's Book of the Law and, even in legal documents (formal complaint against gaiaguys Vivienne Legg and Dyson Devine). All of these sources are open to logical scrutiny and do not rely on belief. Please also see our main story which focusses on the state of Victoria.

The author encourages people to get in touch with him if they have any information on the OTO and ritual abuse.
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The Crowley connection to ritual abuse and child trafficking in Australia

by M

Friday April 01, 2005 at 01:09 PM
biaothanatoi@yahoo.com

What I'm about to write sounds, undoubtedly, like the usual schizoid rants that surface regularly on the Internet. Secret societies, occultism and child trafficking? It seems a world away from daily life. All I can ask is that you keep an open mind and listen to me.

Introduction

Six years ago, a good friend of mine opened up and started talking about her experiences at the hands of an organised paedophile ring in Melbourne , Victoria. At that time, I was just an average twenty-year-old guy, and I thought that all she needed was support and a sympathetic ear.

Then things began to spiral out of control. My friends memories, recounted without therapy, without hypnosis, became more and more visceral. I didn't know whether to believe her until I started receiving threats, and my family started receiving threats. Then, she was attacked; first, abducted at knifepoint, but once the damage was done, the perpetrators would simply telephone her and tell her to come to them.

She moved multiple times, changed her number multiple times, only to be tracked down again and again and again. Eventually, I had to move states and share a house with her, in order to provide her some vestige of safety. Even now, our home phone rings day and night. She receives multiple, untraceable calls on her cell phone. If she answers, she obeys. I've lost count of the number of times she has been raped in the last year.

So what the hell is going on?

For a long time, all I knew was that the men from her past were coming back for her, in an effort to keep her silent. I'd always presumed that their motivations are primarily pleasure and profit – they are running a highly organized and financially successful child prostitution ring, and they don't want former victims blabbing to the police and ruining it for them.

But the truth is much stranger then that. Recently, my friend has been able to tell me more about the internal workings of the paedophile group. It's become clear to me that that the perpetrators are not simply an organized criminal organization – that, at its heart, the paedophile group is a cult. What's more, the group shares a structure and doctrine that is identical to one of the largest international occult groups in the world.

The Ordo Templis Orientis

The Ordo Templis Orientis (OTO) was founded in the early 20 th century, and made famous by the self-proclaimed satanist Alistair Crowley. Crowley remains a popular figure in occult and counter-cultural subcultures, and his defendants insist that his references to child sacrifice, blood drinking, and enslavement are purely rhetorical; designed to attract publicity and inflame the mainstream, nothing more. National organizations, and local chapters, of the OTO exist in most Western countries.

I'm going to present you with disclosures from my friend, alongside quotes from Crowley :

1. Internal structure and hierarchy

a. Degrees: My friend stated that the paedophile group has nine rankings of ‘degrees', with one man occupying the tenth ranking, known as ‘Rex' or ‘King'.

A body was formed under the name O.T.O. (Ordo Templi Orientis) ... in nine degrees, with a tenth of an honorary character to distinguish the ``Supreme and Holy King'' of the Order in each country where it was established.

b. Divisions: The paedophile group is divided into ‘masters' and ‘slaves'. The ‘slaves' are the children and adult victims, the masters are the rapists and perpetrators.

The kings of the earth shall be kings forever: the slaves shall serve.

I am unique and conqueror. I am not of the slaves that perish. Be they damned and dead!

c. Victims: All ‘slaves' are girls and women. Any attempt to break free of the cult results in direct and extreme reprisals.

Let the Scarlet Woman beware! If pity and compassion and tenderness visit her heart; if she leave my work to toy with old sweetnesses; then shall my vengeance be known. I will slay me her child: I will alienate her heart: I will cast her out from men: as a shrinking and despised harlot shall she crawl through dusk wet streets, and die cold and an-hungered.

2. Doctrine

a. Violence: The perpetrators use extreme violence against victims, including burning, cutting, scarring and bloodletting.

Worship me with fire & blood; worship me with swords & with spears.

b. Misogyny: The perpetrators despise women and children, and consider them synonymous with weakness and vulnerability. Female victims are taught that they ‘deserve' the rape and torture, they are taught to believe that they ‘enjoy' it.

Let the woman be girt with a sword before me: let blood flow to my name.

But let her raise herself in pride! Let her follow me in my way! Let her work the work of wickedness! Let her kill her heart! Let her be loud and adulterous! Let her be covered with jewels, and rich garments, and let her be shameless before all men!

Let Mary inviolate be torn upon wheels: for her sake let all chaste women be utterly despised among you

c. Sadism: The perpetrators believe that, through their violence, they are celebrating their emancipation from the ‘slave' mentality of everyday norms and normality.

Compassion is the vice of kings: stamp down the wretched & the weak: this is the law of the strong: this is our law and the joy of the world.

d. Superiority: The perpetrators believe that their paedophilia and sexual sadism is proof of their superiority.

Take your fill and will of love as ye will, when, where, and with whom ye will.

There is no law beyond Do what thou wilt.

Man has the right to kill those who would thwart these rights

3. Rituals

a. Blood: Rituals have occurred during which a red liquid, presented to victims as blood of children, is drunk.

The best blood is of the moon, monthly: then the fresh blood of a child , or dropping from the host of heaven: then of enemies; then of the priest or of the worshippers: last of some beast, no matter what.

b. Murder: Rituals have occurred in which children have died.

Only the Master of the Temple can say whether any given act is a crime. “Slay the innocent child?” (I hear the ignorant say) “What a horror!” “Ah!” replies the knower, with foresight of history, “But that child will become Nero. Hasten to strangle him!”

For the highest spiritual working one must accordingly choose that victim which contains the greatest and purest force … But the bloody sacrifice, though more dangerous, is more efficacious; and for nearly all purposes human sacrifice is the best.

c. Cannibalism: Rituals have occurred in which body parts have been consumed.

It would be unwise to condemn as irrational the practice of those savages who tear the heart and liver from an adversary, and devour them while yet warm. In any case, it was the theory of the ancient Magicians, that any living being is a storehouse of energy varying in quantity according to the size and health of the animal, and in quality according to its mental and moral character. At the death of the animal this energy is liberated suddenly.

d. Rape: Rituals have occurred in which children have been vaginally and anally raped, with an emphasis on the generation of blood and excrement during assaults.

[Excerpt from Peter-Robert Koenig's OTO Research Project] “Illumination through interaction with excrements (one of Crowley 's preferred ingredients) and small amounts of blood (when small wounds occur through the intercourse), mucus and of course the mucous membranes that lead directly into the blood supply, etc., etc. Crowley dreamt of giving birth to a foetus per anum: "a mass of blood & slime."

The information that I have presented has been disclosed by my friend, and then corroborated either through my direct experience, empirical evidence, or the accounts of other survivors. I have known members of the OTO and 'Thelemites' in the past; clearly, not everyone who subscribes to Crowley's doctrine is a paedophile and rapist. However, evidence both here and overseas suggests the existance of an international 'shadow' OTO which has taken Crowley's repulsive writings very literally indeed. The torture experienced by my friend was highly ritualistic, and mirrors, down to the finest detail, the experiences of other survivors around the globe.

I don't expect that allegations involving occultism and international ‘secret fraternities' will make much sense to the community. However, these atrocities are occurring within Australia ; turning a blind eye to them does not mean that they go away. These perpetrator networks are secret, by their very nature, and when their victim's surface, the bizarre nature of their abuse discredits them. Most of us were lucky; most of us are not victims. That means we have a direct responsibility for those who are – child torture victims who have been crying out for help, and nobody will listen.

[the following italics indicate quieries from others on the notice board]

by M Monday April 04, 2005 at 04:21 PM
biaothanatoi@yahoo.com

Thanks for your support. And, for the skeptics and Crowley-supporters, I'm not a Christian or an anti-occultist (etc). I don't have an agenda in terms of the OTO, I'm just joining the dots. Being egotistical fantasists they prob make records of at least some of their atrocities.. One survivor has said he believes they maintain a database on victims. That would explain a few things - my friend has had contact with a large number of perps (in two different states) and they all have the same information on her. In contrast, they don't seem to have the same capacity with me. They have some information about me, but they don't seem to 'update' it (eg they keep referring to me as her 'boyfriend', despite the fact that they periodically 'rediscover' that I'm gay and not in a sexual relationship with her) ... whereas they are very quick to respond to any changes in her life eg change of address, change of job, change of phone number. if those records were to leak there are at least a few community media outlets that could bring them to wider attention. If there is a central database, it would be heavily controlled and encrypted. I doubt an 'accident' would ever occur. Can they be recognised, by insignia, language, class or any other characteristic? Arrogance, perhaps. They are all white and male, usually middle-class (although the perp that called yesterday to threaten us had a fairly 'ocher' accent). Perp age range is usually from early thirties to middle-age, although there are teenage boys (perp sons?) who are forced to participate. They must include cops, corporate & govt types - how else such ease of tracking absconders. During assaults, the majority of the perpetrators wear police uniforms, and a minority act as doctors, teachers, lawyers and priests. Each fake 'profession' has an array of tortures designed to instill a deep fear of the respective authority figure. As is typical in ritual abuse, the perps play 'dress ups' to add a strategic level of bizarreness to the abuse. The use of uniforms both inhibits disclosure and discredits the victims - if they do talk, what they have to say is so odd that nobody believes them. This is an old paedophile strategy that the public, and law enforcement, hasn't understood. static/whitenoise is often used (in programming) to snap fragmented personalities out of many 'alters', is this at all applicable M? Sometimes, when I pick up the home phone or her mobile phone, I get an electronic 'squall' sound, like high-pitched static. I didn't know what it was until now. Are the monsters using yr friend definately programming her ala MK Ultra methods? Do any of the RI stories from US apply/seem similar to yr friends experiences? I've read some of that material ... it is identical to her experiences. And I mean identical. I don't know what to make of that. The only logical conclusion is that the cult is acting internationally ... and has particular reach within the intelligence sector. The worst thing is that all this stuff is so far beyond law enforcement. It's bigger then the police, and the government isn't structured to respond appropriately to threats like this - rot within it's own ranks, most likely. After six years of trying to get official assistance, I have to say that there is nobody in power that is prepared to help survivors. We have to do this on our own. It's ridiculous. What victims and advocates have to say sounds crazy to the average person ... we get discredited just by telling the truth, and the perpetrators continue to offend with impunity. THE VICTIMS ARE DYING OUT THERE. PLEASE WAKE UP AND HELP US.

Reply to "rather not say" and "ad"
by M Thursday April 07, 2005 at 01:40 PM
biaothanatoi@yahoo.com

Rather not say: So how can we help M? By publicly joining with folk like gaiaguys? By writing to papers, hassling MPs? Sheltering victims? Picketing masonic lodges? Really, wish to know your view on this.

Good question. Definitely, writing to papers, the police, the Ombudsman - and MPs - is a starting point. I've been doing it for a while. Letter volume is important, and it's taken much more seriously in hardcopy.

At the moment, there isn't a central organisation for ritual abuse survivors in Australia. I think that the amount of time I spend as a carer will decrease over the next few months. If that is the case, then I'll be working within an existing child protection community organisation to centralise the resources that exist, and begin a targetted advocacy strategy to bring this atrocity to light.

Ad says: I'm not sure about the mystic business

Don't get caught up in the weird "occult" connection. Many paedophiles (not just ritual abusers) use "bizarreness" is a calculated strategy to camouflage their activities.

For instance, there have been documented cases in the States where perpetrators have raped children whilst wearing animal or superhero costumes. As you can imagine, the phrase "Mummy, Superman hurts me at night" will get a different response to "Mummy, Uncle Fred hurts me at night", although the child is describing the same crime.

The "bizarreness" of ritual abuse is the central reason why these men are still operating. As someone who has been trying to flag down law enforcement for years, I can tell you that you don't need a vast conspiracy to keep this stuff hidden. Decent people hear stories about daggers, blood and pentagrams and just switch off.

It's a natural mechanism, and one that I can understand - however, as a result of it, children are dead, adults have suicided, and entire lives are being systematically destroyed. For six years, I've witnessed the sheer force of will it takes for a survivor, just to eat, sleep and go to work every day. I've seen the bruising on her neck, wrists and ankles after an attack, I've seen the blood on her sheets. I'm sick of making excuses for 'regular' people when survivors are dying out there.

you say M potentially has some validity if you are telling the truth

'Fraid I don't have a lot of time for the 'engaged scepticism' schtick. It's just a defense mechanism people use to protect themselves from what they can't bear.

Response to ad
by M Monday April 11, 2005 at 10:58 AM
biaothanatoi@yahoo.com

> Please don't take offence by the 'if youre telling the truth' clause.

You have to realise that I *know* this sounds crazy. I *know* that I wouldn't believe it either. But now that it *is* happening, I can't get decent people to do anything about it.

Last week, a woman contacted my friend claiming to be the 'girlfriend' of a perpetrator. I spoke to this woman on the phone. She was out of her mind with terror. I read the two dozen text messages she sent my friend that day, in which she disclosed:

- that her 'boyfriend' was an older man that had tortured her as a child
- that she had been married to a cult perpetrator, who, being lower down in the cult ranks, had 'given' her to this same man, along with her 8 year old niece
- that she knew of a 10-year-old and a 12-year old also being raped by her 'boyfriend'
- that her 'boyfriend' wanted my friend as his 'girlfriend', and was actively tracking and stalking her

The woman was completely cult-brainwashed. She saw the perpetrator as her 'boyfriend' although she also claimed that he tortured, raped and threatened her with death. She was contacted my friend because she was angry that her 'boyfriend' had 'cheated' on her by raping my friend eg rape was so normative in this woman's life that she saw it as cheating. She also framed her boyfriend's paedophile activities as 'cheating'.

Despite all this, she supplied identifying information for both the perpetrators and the victims. I made a log of all the calls and text messages (over two pages of information). Last week, in order to pass this information on to police, I called: the Marrickville police station, the police assistance line and the child exploitation and sex crimes unit.

I understand that my 'case' has been passed to a junior constable, working nightshift. I have yet to hear back from him. I can't tell you what it's like to live like this. A woman called us last week disclosing the cult abuse and rape of three minors. She identified the perpetrators AND the victims. The police wont even take the evidence from me.

> On the above, quite disturbing interview: Alex Jones comes from a conservative christian perspective

Unfortunately, much of the dialogue in the States on this issue has been hijacked by fundamentalist Christians, who see 'ritual abuse' as proof that the Devil is roaming America etc etc etc.

It's easy to reduce 'ritual abuse' to black/white binaries, but (as you note) it blocks analysis. There is an historical context and precedent for this activity. And, if you look hard enough, you'll find that these allegations have been surfacing in Australia in the courts since the 70s.

> But kudos, at least, is due to you.

Hey, thanks. I've called the cops again and they've told me that they are sending around a car crew to do a preliminary interview. Experience tells me that this will amount to nothing, but - hey - you have to try.

Reply to "rather not say"
by M Monday April 11, 2005 at 11:16 AM
biaothanatoi@yahoo.com

> The urge to denial out there is tremendous, i have a friend who works in DV & she doesn't want to hear any of it

Unfortunately, it's not uncommon for people working in 'credible' fields (DV, child abuse) to turn against those of us advocating for ritual abuse victims. After all, we are a PR nightmare, aren't we?

Perhaps they should cast their minds back one hundred years, when the notion that husbands were beating their wives or molesting their children was equally as unthinkable as ritual abuse is today.

> claiming that false memory syndrome has been 'proven'

My friend has had no hypnosis or regression. Her memories have always been with her, and she has pieced them together without aid of a therapist or counsellor.

I would challenge your DV friend to spend last night as I did, holding a woman as she violently convulsed under the weight of her flashbacks, her body replicating the electrical shocks and strangulation of her childhood.

There is no entry for 'false memory syndrome' in the DSM IV, and the 'syndrome' has no clinical or empirical basis whatsoever. Perhaps your DV worker might want to take a look at the 'interesting' articles written by the founders of the US False Memory Syndrome Foundation in European paedophile advocacy magazines. There was a revealing quote recently from a FMSF board member about how God condones man-boy sex.

> I can understand her wanting to scale down the problem, but not sure i can forgive for it.

Child slavery happens. Not often, but it happens. Your DV friend would probably be surprised at the similarities between what my friend has been through, and what some of her clients have been through. I read a lot of the clinical literature on trauma, and it is clear child abuse, DV, and ritual abuse are simply convergences on a continuum of (gendered) terror.

> And may you & yr friend be safe.

Thanks. It's pretty lonely out here sometimes - your support is appreciated, probably more then you know.

Response to RNS
by M Monday April 11, 2005 at 11:34 AM
biaothanatoi@yahoo.com

> Hope you don't mind, M, adding this thread on your personal experience. I recognise it may or may not be relevant.

The Americans who work in this field have a little word called 'disinfo' - it's what happens when someone takes a difficult truth and adds the 5% of bullshit that makes absolutely ridiculous.

If I am writing about ritual abuse, and you post a Lyndon LaRouche pamphlet about how the Beatles recruited people to Satanism, you are either an idiot or you have an agenda.

I'm going to presume you are the former. In which case - when the adults are talking, please play in the corner.

For the sceptics
by M Tuesday April 26, 2005 at 01:36 PM
biaothanatoi@yahoo.com

For those out there with their fingers in their ears:

I received a death threat on Friday night. The caller said that I "didn't know who I was dealing with", that "nobody looks for information on him" etc etc etc.

He then said that he knew where I lived, that I lived with "that little slut", that he was coming for us, and that he would be "the last thing I see."

Just to let you know.